Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Sigh...is another boat coming this way any time soon?


So, how did I miss the boat and end up never being married or having any kids?  Let’s just say a series of unfortunate events led me to end up being stuck on the pier as everyone else was waving from off shore and leave it at that.  So, here I sit, still wanting the same things as I wanted when I was younger, to fall in love with someone who loves me just as much, sweeping her off her feet and marrying her, and having children (Us guys can have kids into our golden years, you know) together and taking all of life’s random hiccups together but never losing sight o what’s really important.  But I just can’t seem to meet anyone that fits what I need.

I hate to generalize, but what I keep finding are people who want me but I don’t want them, or those I do want but want nothing to do with me or, if a match IS made, a major deal breaker comes out that ruins all of it. 

So, here I am…still trying.  I’ve given up many times, only to start over again knowing how important it is to make the puzzle complete.  I’m at the point in my life where I no longer have time for games or guessing or settling for the wrong person and trying to make something work that never will work.  I want the real thing