I'm contemplating just using online dating sites to just make friends. Honestly, no one matches me, or the ones I write don't write me, or when I do end up getting interested in someone she's apparently so socially awkward she wants to put me through about a thousand hoops before she'll even meet me, or if I end up in a relationship, it ends in chaos because apparently I didn't know how to pick women in the past for the life of me. When 2 out of 4 cheat on you while you're in a relationship with them, the third one has sex during a break with a man when you've only been apart for 2 days and there WAS a chance for reconciliation, and the 4th was just all wrong for you, I think that may be nature's way of telling me that either I'm a lousy picker, or the online dating pool isn't the one I should be fishing from. I don't know. I'm torn. Part of me wants to give up on that avenue, but the other part makes me think that I should keep all options open and never give up. I don't know what is worse. Having no chances but not being disappointed anymore, or having chances but being disappointed. Thus far, it seems like I can't find a middle ground.
